20 Days Down

So far so good. I have been able to keep everything down. I have noticed that most foods seem bland to me know. Like I need hot sauce on everything for it to have flavor. It's weird. I have been eating stuff like tuna salad, boiled eggs, scrambled eggs, and chicken salad, since all are high in protein. I try to get in as much protein as possible, but it's hard. I do my best and that's all I can do.

Today I woke up so nauseous. I felt like crap. But by 10 a.m. I was feeling much better. It's so nice to get dressed in the morning and my clothes aren't all tight and crap. I love it. Just from looking at me I can't tell I have lost any weight, but I can when I put on my clothes.

I need to go buy a scale so I can do a weekly weigh in. I guess I will buy one this week. When I originally had surgery I went to Wal-Mart to get one, but they all only went to 280, and I was 320 so I didn't buy one. But now I am 296 so I am sure by Friday I would be at 280 or close.

Today is my third day back to work and I am enjoying applesauce for lunch. Sad thing is, it takes me forever to eat the smallest amount of applesauce, but I am determined to get it all down. Last night I tried to eat a half of a cup of cottage cheese, and it just was not happening. I had 4 bites and was completely full. It's so weird to fill up so quickly. My lust for food is finally stopping though. I am finally realizing there is more to life than food. I never thought this would happen, but it has. I mean there are times I forget to eat. Trust me, that never happened before.

Well it's my lunch time, so I gotta jet.